honestly, my experience w/ friendships through hs sucked for a lot of it...and I'm kinda fine with it.
High school can be messy haha. Parts of it truly is realising those relationships you had aren't as clear as you had thought.
People throwing your trust under the bus, taking someone else's word as the absolute truth, spouting harmful words casually only to laugh with you at the same jokes you made together a while ago. They're the bare-boned, raw friendships that grow on you and shape who you are. While I'm aware that some of the connections I have (and others) have considered to be a bit harmful and toxic, sometimes I still find myself returning to those short-lived bursts of happiness that makes me continue. Ur right though, at this point there isn't much time left.
There are a lot of people that I got acquainted to though and I appreciate those.
I don't necessarily think I will ghost anyone but more than likely we'll all drift apart over time.
^Yeah idk if anyone relates to that (btw if someone Ik is reading this, which I doubt =͟͟͞͞(꒪ᗜ꒪‧̣̥̇), It isn't about a specific person)
