Hey, I just wanted to properly apologise for what I said earlier. I’ve been thinking about it and I completely understand why you found it disgusting — it was inappropriate and disrespectful. I crossed a boundary that never should’ve been crossed, and I take full responsibility for that. I wasn’t thinking about how it might make you feel in the moment, and that was wrong of me.
I never meant to make you uncomfortable or to say something that could come off that way, but intention doesn’t excuse impact. You had every right to feel grossed out or upset, and I honestly feel really bad knowing that something I said caused that. I should’ve known better and been more aware of what’s okay to joke about or say.
I genuinely respect you, and I don’t want this to leave a bad impression or make things weird between us. Please know that I’ve learnt from it, and I’ll be way more careful with what I say in the future. I’m really sorry again — you didn’t deserve to be put in that situation, and I hope I can show you I actually mean this.